1 00:00:30,334 --> 00:00:32,989 Previously on Star Trek: Strange New Worlds... 2 00:00:33,163 --> 00:00:35,948 SPOCK: Apologies. My mind has not been easy to quiet lately. 3 00:00:36,253 --> 00:00:36,721 [grunting] 4 00:00:36,745 --> 00:00:39,493 LA'AN: We've been heading in different directions for a while now. 5 00:00:39,517 --> 00:00:40,973 SPOCK: I should have been there for you. 6 00:00:40,997 --> 00:00:42,564 LA'AN: Spock, there's no tragedy 7 00:00:42,738 --> 00:00:44,498 in a romance reaching its natural conclusion. 8 00:00:44,653 --> 00:00:46,481 - UNA: Want to talk? - PIKE: How can we love 9 00:00:46,655 --> 00:00:48,526 the people in our lives so deeply... 10 00:00:48,700 --> 00:00:50,528 - How? - JULIET: Here! 11 00:00:50,702 --> 00:00:51,964 - Hey! Get in here. - Hi, Dad. 12 00:00:52,139 --> 00:00:53,879 PIKE:...and then, one day, 13 00:00:54,054 --> 00:00:55,577 simply never see them again? 14 00:00:55,751 --> 00:00:56,926 I don't know what happened. 15 00:00:57,144 --> 00:00:58,754 The thought of losing you gave me 16 00:00:59,059 --> 00:01:01,757 the power I needed to open up the fabric of space and time. 17 00:01:01,931 --> 00:01:03,846 PIKE: Maybe memory is as real as the present 18 00:01:04,020 --> 00:01:07,502 and no one we have ever loved is truly gone. 19 00:01:33,397 --> 00:01:35,182 - M'BENGA: Captain. - [muttering] 20 00:01:35,356 --> 00:01:37,706 You had us all worried. 21 00:01:37,880 --> 00:01:39,577 Follow my light. 22 00:01:39,751 --> 00:01:41,275 What happened? 23 00:01:41,449 --> 00:01:44,060 You were in a terrible shuttle accident. 24 00:01:44,234 --> 00:01:45,583 I was? 25 00:01:45,757 --> 00:01:46,976 Everything looks so different. 26 00:01:47,150 --> 00:01:48,325 So... 27 00:01:48,543 --> 00:01:50,197 It's bright and... I don't know... hazy? 28 00:01:50,371 --> 00:01:51,589 Did you change the lights? 29 00:01:51,763 --> 00:01:54,853 Do you remember anything? 30 00:01:55,027 --> 00:01:57,943 You were caught in an asteroid belt. 31 00:01:58,727 --> 00:02:01,208 The dreaded Abbott-Chancellor Collision. 32 00:02:01,469 --> 00:02:05,777 It's a good thing you were once an ace test pilot. 33 00:02:05,951 --> 00:02:07,692 Otherwise you'd be dead. 34 00:02:07,866 --> 00:02:14,003 Now tell me, what is the last thing you remember? 35 00:02:15,004 --> 00:02:18,338 Oh. Uh, hosting a captain's table after we returned 36 00:02:18,486 --> 00:02:19,704 from the Kiriaki mission. 37 00:02:23,882 --> 00:02:25,536 That was two weeks ago. 38 00:02:25,797 --> 00:02:27,886 Two weeks? What? 39 00:02:28,148 --> 00:02:29,845 Your injury is worse than I thought. 40 00:02:30,106 --> 00:02:32,716 - It can only mean one thing. - What? 41 00:02:32,804 --> 00:02:34,415 You have... 42 00:02:35,546 --> 00:02:37,069 ...cosmic amnesia. 43 00:02:37,244 --> 00:02:39,376 [dramatic sting] 44 00:02:39,550 --> 00:02:41,465 PIKE: Do you hear that? 45 00:02:41,639 --> 00:02:42,639 Oh. 46 00:02:42,727 --> 00:02:44,468 Are we back in the musical? 47 00:02:44,816 --> 00:02:46,753 Doctor. I have an update on Lieutenant Spock. 48 00:02:46,777 --> 00:02:47,471 Oh, thank God. 49 00:02:47,645 --> 00:02:49,081 What? What happened to Spock? 50 00:02:52,737 --> 00:02:54,565 He was with you on the shuttle. 51 00:02:54,739 --> 00:02:57,481 I know you did everything you could, but... 52 00:02:57,655 --> 00:03:02,225 he suffered severe blunt force trauma to his torso, where his heart is located. 53 00:03:02,399 --> 00:03:04,619 He went into cardiac arrest. 54 00:03:04,793 --> 00:03:09,276 And to save him, I had to... 55 00:03:10,712 --> 00:03:12,952 Y-You had to what? What-what is with the dramatic pauses? 56 00:03:13,149 --> 00:03:14,194 Both of you. Come on. 57 00:03:14,455 --> 00:03:15,673 I had to induce a coma. 58 00:03:21,201 --> 00:03:23,072 Has he been here this entire time? 59 00:03:23,246 --> 00:03:25,117 You did what you had to do. 60 00:03:25,292 --> 00:03:28,251 He'll need... a heart transplant. 61 00:03:28,425 --> 00:03:30,906 Really? But he looks fine. 62 00:03:31,080 --> 00:03:32,995 There is one hope. 63 00:03:33,169 --> 00:03:35,345 An experimental surgery. 64 00:03:35,519 --> 00:03:37,304 A living heart transplant. 65 00:03:37,478 --> 00:03:38,827 The risk is enormous. 66 00:03:39,001 --> 00:03:41,743 To clone a living donor's heart... 67 00:03:41,917 --> 00:03:42,961 What are you looking at? 68 00:03:43,135 --> 00:03:46,182 ...both patients could die. 69 00:03:47,357 --> 00:03:48,402 Or worse. 70 00:03:48,706 --> 00:03:50,795 CHAPEL: La'An thinks she's found a donor. 71 00:03:51,056 --> 00:03:52,382 She's taken a shuttle to go and get them. 72 00:03:52,406 --> 00:03:54,886 - Computer, am I in a simulation? - [computer chimes] 73 00:03:55,147 --> 00:03:56,946 COMPUTER: Negative. No simulation detected. 74 00:03:56,970 --> 00:03:57,561 What? 75 00:03:57,585 --> 00:03:58,977 Captain, you leave me no choice. 76 00:03:59,151 --> 00:04:02,242 Until you complete a full cognitive evaluation, 77 00:04:02,416 --> 00:04:04,374 I must relieve you of duty. 78 00:04:04,548 --> 00:04:05,593 Okay. All right. 79 00:04:05,767 --> 00:04:07,334 This is going too far. 80 00:04:07,508 --> 00:04:08,944 It is necessary. 81 00:04:09,118 --> 00:04:12,295 I will set up an appointment with Dr. Chivers. 82 00:04:12,556 --> 00:04:13,556 The ship's counselor? 83 00:04:13,688 --> 00:04:14,863 CHAPEL: Oh, she is brilliant. 84 00:04:15,037 --> 00:04:16,647 You are in good hands. 85 00:04:16,821 --> 00:04:18,040 Uh-huh. And, uh... 86 00:04:18,214 --> 00:04:19,607 what about Spock? 87 00:04:19,868 --> 00:04:22,170 CHAPEL: Once La'An gets back, we can start the procedure. 88 00:04:22,194 --> 00:04:25,090 I'm discharging you for now. But I need you to rest. 89 00:04:25,352 --> 00:04:27,179 Doctor's orders. 90 00:04:28,006 --> 00:04:29,225 Off you go. 91 00:04:43,283 --> 00:04:44,936 Computer. [stammers] 92 00:04:45,720 --> 00:04:48,505 Scan for any and all anomalies on board Enterprise, please. 93 00:04:48,679 --> 00:04:50,464 COMPUTER: Processing. 94 00:04:55,033 --> 00:04:56,818 Good afternoon, Captain Pike. 95 00:04:57,079 --> 00:04:58,385 Dr. Chivers. 96 00:04:58,559 --> 00:04:59,999 Well, I'm surprised you recognize me 97 00:05:00,038 --> 00:05:02,345 after canceling so many of our appointments. 98 00:05:02,519 --> 00:05:04,216 Okay. Well, um... 99 00:05:04,391 --> 00:05:06,131 y-you're a therapist. 100 00:05:06,306 --> 00:05:08,177 Can I ask you a question? 101 00:05:08,960 --> 00:05:11,049 What might cause someone to act... 102 00:05:11,223 --> 00:05:12,529 melodramatic? 103 00:05:12,877 --> 00:05:15,967 Captain, I need you to focus on these tests. 104 00:05:16,141 --> 00:05:19,406 Because if you don't perform satisfactorily, 105 00:05:19,580 --> 00:05:22,104 you could be removed from duty. 106 00:05:22,278 --> 00:05:23,497 Permanently. 107 00:05:26,717 --> 00:05:28,023 Great. 108 00:05:28,371 --> 00:05:31,069 [sighs] Like chronitons through the hourglass, 109 00:05:31,243 --> 00:05:34,334 so are the days of the Enterprise. 110 00:05:34,508 --> 00:05:36,205 - Cue credits. - [snaps fingers] 111 00:05:40,992 --> 00:05:42,907 PIKE: Space. 112 00:05:43,995 --> 00:05:46,041 The final frontier. 113 00:05:47,956 --> 00:05:51,699 These are the voyages of the starship Enterprise. 114 00:05:52,917 --> 00:05:55,572 Its five-year mission: 115 00:05:55,746 --> 00:05:58,749 to explore strange new worlds... 116 00:05:59,968 --> 00:06:06,017 ...to seek out new life and new civilizations... 117 00:06:07,018 --> 00:06:11,022 ...to boldly go where no one has gone before. 118 00:07:29,492 --> 00:07:31,581 I came as soon as I got your message. 119 00:07:31,755 --> 00:07:33,540 Am I a potential donor? 120 00:07:33,801 --> 00:07:36,910 I know the live transplant is risky, but if it means saving Spock's life, I'm ready. 121 00:07:36,934 --> 00:07:38,501 Nyota, you're not a match. 122 00:07:38,675 --> 00:07:40,416 But your DNA test 123 00:07:40,590 --> 00:07:43,332 did reveal... 124 00:07:43,506 --> 00:07:44,855 ...something else. 125 00:07:45,116 --> 00:07:46,466 What is it? 126 00:07:46,814 --> 00:07:50,295 I'm breaking Starfleet protocol by disclosing this. 127 00:07:53,603 --> 00:07:55,300 It's no mistake. 128 00:07:55,562 --> 00:07:57,259 I confirmed it. 129 00:07:58,695 --> 00:08:00,349 How is this possible? 130 00:08:00,610 --> 00:08:02,090 LA'AN: La'An to Enterprise. 131 00:08:02,264 --> 00:08:03,744 I have Spock's donor. 132 00:08:03,918 --> 00:08:05,572 Setting return course. 133 00:08:05,746 --> 00:08:07,399 [male groans] 134 00:08:07,574 --> 00:08:09,358 Oh, you're up. 135 00:08:09,619 --> 00:08:11,273 About time. 136 00:08:18,193 --> 00:08:21,283 What's wrong? Cat got your tongue? 137 00:08:22,893 --> 00:08:24,547 Now, 138 00:08:24,721 --> 00:08:29,030 to what do I owe the pleasure of the best prison break I have ever been party to? 139 00:08:29,291 --> 00:08:31,772 And I assure you, I have been party to many. 140 00:08:32,163 --> 00:08:34,209 Did I say you could talk? 141 00:08:34,383 --> 00:08:38,866 I broke you out of that prison for one reason. 142 00:08:39,040 --> 00:08:41,390 To save your brother's life. 143 00:08:41,564 --> 00:08:43,392 Sybok. 144 00:08:45,089 --> 00:08:49,703 Your latest mission was less than 48 hours after your previous mission. 145 00:08:49,964 --> 00:08:52,923 - That seem like a fast turnaround? - No. [stammers] 146 00:08:53,097 --> 00:08:54,490 Are we done here? 147 00:08:54,882 --> 00:08:56,424 None of this is relevant to what's happening on the ship. 148 00:08:56,448 --> 00:08:58,288 Do you believe that your duties take precedence 149 00:08:58,320 --> 00:08:59,960 - over your well-being? - That's the oath. 150 00:09:00,061 --> 00:09:03,020 Federation, Starfleet, and my crew come first. Yes. 151 00:09:03,194 --> 00:09:05,327 Personal leave is part of conditioning. 152 00:09:05,501 --> 00:09:07,198 Even for captains. 153 00:09:07,677 --> 00:09:10,767 COMPUTER: Scan for anomalies aboard USS Enterprise complete. 154 00:09:10,941 --> 00:09:14,641 There are zero anomalous entities found on the USS Enterprise. 155 00:09:14,815 --> 00:09:16,183 I need to figure out what's going on. 156 00:09:16,207 --> 00:09:17,774 Captain, we're not do... 157 00:09:17,992 --> 00:09:19,970 - Captain, I need to talk to you. - You see it, too, right? 158 00:09:19,994 --> 00:09:21,822 Everyone acting weird? Please tell me you do. 159 00:09:21,996 --> 00:09:23,345 Sir? 160 00:09:23,519 --> 00:09:25,390 No. This is... 161 00:09:25,652 --> 00:09:27,871 personal. 162 00:09:28,045 --> 00:09:31,091 - I'm not even sure how to tell you. - What? 163 00:09:31,309 --> 00:09:33,007 Captain. 164 00:09:34,269 --> 00:09:35,662 I'm your daughter. 165 00:09:37,402 --> 00:09:38,969 This is not happening. 166 00:09:43,974 --> 00:09:45,410 La'An just sent a message. 167 00:09:45,585 --> 00:09:47,108 She has the donor. 168 00:09:47,369 --> 00:09:48,500 [chuckles softly] 169 00:09:48,675 --> 00:09:50,328 What a genuine miracle. 170 00:09:50,502 --> 00:09:52,200 I must prepare immediately. 171 00:09:53,027 --> 00:09:55,682 We cannot afford even the slightest error. 172 00:10:00,295 --> 00:10:01,601 Joseph, is something wrong? 173 00:10:02,514 --> 00:10:03,864 [grunts] 174 00:10:05,692 --> 00:10:07,824 I left some additional notes in my quarters. 175 00:10:07,998 --> 00:10:09,870 Prep the second surgical station. 176 00:10:10,044 --> 00:10:12,481 I'll be back shortly. 177 00:10:12,655 --> 00:10:14,744 [door whooshes open] 178 00:10:14,918 --> 00:10:18,243 Captain. I'm your daughter. 179 00:10:18,592 --> 00:10:20,957 You're my daughter. Heard you the first time. You're my daughter how? 180 00:10:20,981 --> 00:10:24,406 I was just as surprised as you when Christine told me about our DNA. 181 00:10:25,102 --> 00:10:26,756 But you had parents. 182 00:10:26,930 --> 00:10:28,410 Yes. 183 00:10:28,584 --> 00:10:29,759 It's true. 184 00:10:30,542 --> 00:10:33,894 I lost my family in a shuttle accident years ago. 185 00:10:34,068 --> 00:10:35,068 I was adopted. 186 00:10:35,199 --> 00:10:37,375 I never knew my birth parents. 187 00:10:37,549 --> 00:10:40,030 The only clue I had was this old recipe book left with me 188 00:10:40,204 --> 00:10:41,902 at the orphanage. 189 00:10:42,076 --> 00:10:46,994 I spent my whole life wondering who lovingly wrote out these recipes. 190 00:10:47,168 --> 00:10:48,952 And now I know. 191 00:10:49,126 --> 00:10:50,475 It was you, Captain. 192 00:10:50,737 --> 00:10:53,957 CHIVERS: That was very brave of you. 193 00:10:54,131 --> 00:10:55,393 Why don't you sit. 194 00:10:55,567 --> 00:10:56,873 Oh. No, no. 195 00:10:57,047 --> 00:10:58,135 No, no, no, no. No. 196 00:10:58,309 --> 00:10:59,615 We're not doing this. [stammers] 197 00:10:59,789 --> 00:11:02,617 Nyota, I read your file. You're not adopted. 198 00:11:02,749 --> 00:11:04,069 And even though I think of you... 199 00:11:04,098 --> 00:11:06,056 really, the rest of the crew... as family... 200 00:11:07,797 --> 00:11:09,494 ...I don't have a daughter. 201 00:11:09,669 --> 00:11:11,269 But whatever's making you think that I do 202 00:11:11,366 --> 00:11:13,324 is real. It-It's affecting the ship. 203 00:11:13,498 --> 00:11:15,675 Nothing looks the way it's supposed to. 204 00:11:15,849 --> 00:11:17,522 No one's acting the way that they're supposed to. 205 00:11:17,546 --> 00:11:19,766 And even though the scan turned up no anomalies... 206 00:11:22,159 --> 00:11:23,595 I've seen this before. 207 00:11:24,509 --> 00:11:26,816 Our lives turned upside down by a higher-dimensional being 208 00:11:26,990 --> 00:11:28,775 who can evade those scans. 209 00:11:30,254 --> 00:11:31,255 This... 210 00:11:31,429 --> 00:11:33,257 fancy coat god... 211 00:11:33,431 --> 00:11:34,998 guy. 212 00:11:35,520 --> 00:11:38,523 COSMIC ENTITY: Could Captain Pike please stick to the script? 213 00:11:38,698 --> 00:11:41,570 You're surprised Lieutenant Uhura is your daughter, 214 00:11:41,744 --> 00:11:44,181 but, ultimately, you do believe her. 215 00:11:44,355 --> 00:11:46,140 All right. 216 00:11:46,314 --> 00:11:47,707 Show yourself. 217 00:11:47,968 --> 00:11:49,230 Ball of energy. 218 00:11:49,491 --> 00:11:50,535 Whatever you are. 219 00:11:50,797 --> 00:11:52,537 The name is Tre... 220 00:11:52,799 --> 00:11:53,887 Don't really care. 221 00:11:54,148 --> 00:11:55,588 Why are you torturing my crew again? 222 00:11:55,758 --> 00:11:57,717 Oh, no, no. This is nothing like my last visit. 223 00:11:57,891 --> 00:12:00,284 No, that was based on pettiness and spite. 224 00:12:00,458 --> 00:12:01,458 I've grown. 225 00:12:01,590 --> 00:12:05,420 What you are witnessing now is my Great Human Experiment. 226 00:12:05,681 --> 00:12:09,990 Of late, I've been studying your breed in a more formal capacity. 227 00:12:10,164 --> 00:12:12,296 And during my erudition, 228 00:12:12,557 --> 00:12:15,082 I fell in love with an art form that explores the raw, 229 00:12:15,256 --> 00:12:18,433 unrepentant beauty of human emotion. 230 00:12:18,607 --> 00:12:20,217 It is... 231 00:12:21,044 --> 00:12:23,481 ...body cleaning theater. 232 00:12:24,352 --> 00:12:27,485 You turned Enterprise into a soap opera. 233 00:12:27,659 --> 00:12:29,096 [music swells] 234 00:12:29,270 --> 00:12:30,575 Will you stop that? 235 00:12:30,750 --> 00:12:32,447 Oh. So you are familiar. 236 00:12:32,621 --> 00:12:36,407 Good. 'Cause I feel you humans have very high potential. 237 00:12:36,581 --> 00:12:39,323 And I'll be defending that thesis to my proctors. 238 00:12:39,584 --> 00:12:43,937 You turned us into a soap opera for a school project? 239 00:12:44,807 --> 00:12:46,330 It's more of a dissertation. 240 00:12:48,202 --> 00:12:49,725 The premise... 241 00:12:50,857 --> 00:12:52,772 The premise is simply 242 00:12:52,946 --> 00:12:55,470 space adventures leave little time 243 00:12:55,644 --> 00:12:58,865 for humans to deal with their inner struggles. 244 00:12:59,039 --> 00:13:02,825 So I've crafted some individualized situations 245 00:13:02,999 --> 00:13:04,784 just to get around all that. 246 00:13:05,610 --> 00:13:07,047 Think of it as a gift. 247 00:13:07,221 --> 00:13:08,352 For last time. 248 00:13:09,353 --> 00:13:10,572 Apology not accepted. 249 00:13:10,746 --> 00:13:13,357 Now put back our reality 250 00:13:13,531 --> 00:13:15,490 and leave Enterprise immediately. 251 00:13:15,664 --> 00:13:17,144 I'm afraid I can't do that. 252 00:13:17,318 --> 00:13:19,537 For one, there's my evaluation. 253 00:13:19,799 --> 00:13:21,975 And, also, there's that other hiccup. 254 00:13:22,236 --> 00:13:24,194 What other hiccup? 255 00:13:24,368 --> 00:13:25,848 You, Captain Pike. 256 00:13:26,022 --> 00:13:31,245 You see, while the other storylines are snapping along spectacularly, 257 00:13:31,419 --> 00:13:36,685 you, for some reason, seem to realize that you're in an experiment 258 00:13:36,859 --> 00:13:38,687 and you're not playing ball. 259 00:13:38,861 --> 00:13:40,471 You didn't do this to me on purpose? 260 00:13:40,645 --> 00:13:41,951 No. Of course not. 261 00:13:42,125 --> 00:13:44,649 I learn from my mistakes, Captain. 262 00:13:44,824 --> 00:13:49,002 But, unfortunately, until you figure out your internal struggle, 263 00:13:49,263 --> 00:13:50,481 I cannot end the experiment. 264 00:13:50,655 --> 00:13:51,874 So we're trapped. 265 00:13:52,135 --> 00:13:54,007 Believe me, I'm as unhappy as you are. 266 00:13:54,181 --> 00:13:56,444 Because if you fail, I fail. 267 00:13:56,618 --> 00:14:00,665 And if I fail, well, you might become a stone. 268 00:14:00,840 --> 00:14:02,319 Or perhaps a squid. 269 00:14:02,493 --> 00:14:05,801 Or maybe even that chair. 270 00:14:08,108 --> 00:14:10,850 Then fix this. 271 00:14:11,024 --> 00:14:12,373 You first, Captain. 272 00:14:13,678 --> 00:14:15,118 So, what, I'm supposed to help Uhura 273 00:14:15,289 --> 00:14:16,943 with her whole father-daughter problem? 274 00:14:17,117 --> 00:14:19,119 Well, that's a start. 275 00:14:20,033 --> 00:14:22,949 And we'll be right back after this word from our sponsors. 276 00:14:23,123 --> 00:14:24,298 [snaps fingers] 277 00:14:29,085 --> 00:14:30,565 Captain, if you'll have a seat. 278 00:14:30,739 --> 00:14:35,396 I think it's time for a family therapy session. 279 00:14:35,570 --> 00:14:37,964 A family therapy session is a great idea. 280 00:14:38,138 --> 00:14:39,966 This is a big discovery for both of us. 281 00:14:40,140 --> 00:14:41,445 You know what, I agree. 282 00:14:41,663 --> 00:14:44,884 Unfortunately, there's a reckless entity back on the ship, 283 00:14:45,145 --> 00:14:47,756 and I have to go deal with that right now. 284 00:14:47,930 --> 00:14:50,237 But, afterwards, we could really have 285 00:14:50,411 --> 00:14:51,811 - a conversation... - [fingers snap] 286 00:14:54,284 --> 00:14:56,199 A family therapy session is a great idea. 287 00:14:56,373 --> 00:14:58,288 This is a big discovery for both of us. 288 00:14:58,462 --> 00:14:59,811 Nope. 289 00:15:02,945 --> 00:15:04,033 [fingers snap] 290 00:15:04,294 --> 00:15:05,382 Fine. I get it. 291 00:15:05,643 --> 00:15:06,906 The only way out is through. 292 00:15:07,080 --> 00:15:09,125 That's the spirit, Captain. 293 00:15:09,299 --> 00:15:11,388 A family therapy session is a great idea. 294 00:15:11,562 --> 00:15:13,671 - This is a big discovery for both of us. - A big discovery for both of us. 295 00:15:13,695 --> 00:15:14,957 I agree. Let's start. 296 00:15:17,655 --> 00:15:20,963 - Hmm. - CHIVERS: Uhura, why don't you start. 297 00:15:21,746 --> 00:15:25,968 The captain seems like a man who needs a little time to warm up. 298 00:15:26,142 --> 00:15:27,535 UHURA: Sure. 299 00:15:27,709 --> 00:15:30,494 I guess I want to know what anyone would. 300 00:15:30,668 --> 00:15:32,453 Why did you abandon me? 301 00:15:32,714 --> 00:15:33,976 Abandon your daughter? 302 00:15:34,150 --> 00:15:36,239 I promise not to judge. I just need to know. 303 00:15:36,413 --> 00:15:37,501 [Pike sighs] 304 00:15:37,675 --> 00:15:38,850 This is crazy. 305 00:15:39,286 --> 00:15:40,926 I always thought my real father would have 306 00:15:40,983 --> 00:15:42,656 - the decency to be honest with me. - I'm trying to. 307 00:15:42,680 --> 00:15:44,813 But in the present moment, it's kind of impossible. 308 00:15:44,987 --> 00:15:46,067 Honesty's never impossible! 309 00:15:46,206 --> 00:15:49,209 That's something you teach every ensign on this ship. 310 00:15:49,383 --> 00:15:50,514 You want honesty? 311 00:15:50,688 --> 00:15:52,168 Okay. 312 00:15:52,560 --> 00:15:54,692 A child-god-like being has come back to Enterprise, 313 00:15:54,866 --> 00:15:56,868 and, this time, it's turned us into a soap opera, 314 00:15:57,043 --> 00:16:00,133 which is why I have amnesia and you think I'm your father. 315 00:16:00,394 --> 00:16:02,091 You'd rather pretend like we're facing 316 00:16:02,265 --> 00:16:04,137 some reality-shifting anomaly 317 00:16:04,311 --> 00:16:06,269 than accept me as your daughter? 318 00:16:08,054 --> 00:16:10,186 This is becoming a trend. 319 00:16:10,447 --> 00:16:13,973 If some part of you didn't want me to find you, then why leave me this? Hmm? 320 00:16:14,147 --> 00:16:16,453 You circled page 28. 321 00:16:16,627 --> 00:16:18,455 Coq au vin. You wrote, 322 00:16:18,629 --> 00:16:21,502 "A perfect meal to make with a perfect daughter. 323 00:16:21,676 --> 00:16:23,634 Stardate 1443.2." 324 00:16:23,808 --> 00:16:24,984 Every page is blank. 325 00:16:25,158 --> 00:16:26,637 Look. 326 00:16:27,943 --> 00:16:29,249 Fine. 327 00:16:29,423 --> 00:16:32,730 If you want to pretend I don't exist, I'll just show myself out. 328 00:16:38,693 --> 00:16:39,737 [doors whoosh shut] 329 00:16:39,911 --> 00:16:41,348 That was real anger. 330 00:16:41,609 --> 00:16:43,654 COSMIC ENTITY: Oh. This is delightful. 331 00:16:43,828 --> 00:16:46,788 They were supposed to just hug and reconnect and blah, blah, blah. 332 00:16:47,049 --> 00:16:48,137 But this? 333 00:16:48,442 --> 00:16:51,401 You can't plan for this type of drama. 334 00:16:54,578 --> 00:16:57,146 Did you not plan for this? 335 00:16:57,320 --> 00:16:58,320 [sputters] 336 00:16:58,408 --> 00:16:59,931 Of course I did. 337 00:17:00,106 --> 00:17:01,716 It's high drama. 338 00:17:01,977 --> 00:17:03,283 The layered emotions of humans. 339 00:17:03,457 --> 00:17:04,980 It's what this is all about. 340 00:17:05,285 --> 00:17:07,605 I'm just having a difficult time focusing on my assignment, 341 00:17:07,635 --> 00:17:11,595 with you lording over me in your extensive robe-age. 342 00:17:11,769 --> 00:17:15,295 I mean, don't get me wrong... th-they're lovely, lovely robes. 343 00:17:15,469 --> 00:17:17,427 Cut to camera one. 344 00:17:19,168 --> 00:17:20,778 SYBOK: Save my brother's life? 345 00:17:20,952 --> 00:17:25,044 Why in this vast and turning universe would I ever do that? 346 00:17:27,394 --> 00:17:29,194 If Spock doesn't get a living heart transplant 347 00:17:29,265 --> 00:17:31,093 in the next four hours, he will die. 348 00:17:31,267 --> 00:17:34,749 And whether you like it or not, you're his only hope. 349 00:17:35,010 --> 00:17:38,448 So I'm giving him your heart, 350 00:17:38,622 --> 00:17:41,625 even if I have to tear it out of you myself. 351 00:17:41,799 --> 00:17:43,236 Hmm. 352 00:17:43,410 --> 00:17:46,195 While I would love to see that trick, 353 00:17:46,369 --> 00:17:48,676 I am afraid I have to take a rain check. 354 00:17:49,459 --> 00:17:52,897 - How did you get my phaser? - You conveniently left it in reach. 355 00:17:53,811 --> 00:17:57,206 LA'AN: But Vulcans can't engage in subterfuge. 356 00:17:57,380 --> 00:18:00,296 You have me confused with my brother, who exemplifies that myth. 357 00:18:00,557 --> 00:18:02,951 Which is why I am willing to make you a deal. 358 00:18:03,125 --> 00:18:04,648 [scoffs] 359 00:18:06,520 --> 00:18:07,999 Kal-toh. 360 00:18:08,174 --> 00:18:11,568 The Vulcan game of logic and patience. 361 00:18:12,352 --> 00:18:15,485 If you can achieve order from this chaos before I can, 362 00:18:15,659 --> 00:18:18,053 I will give you my heart. 363 00:18:18,880 --> 00:18:20,099 Willingly. 364 00:18:22,492 --> 00:18:25,669 Chapel said you rushed out of sickbay. She's very worried. 365 00:18:25,843 --> 00:18:27,889 I'm fine, Una. 366 00:18:28,063 --> 00:18:29,978 I just needed some air. 367 00:18:30,935 --> 00:18:33,329 You don't have to face this alone. 368 00:18:33,503 --> 00:18:35,157 Whatever it is. 369 00:18:43,383 --> 00:18:45,167 M'BENGA: I have... 370 00:18:48,388 --> 00:18:49,954 ...space madness. 371 00:18:50,129 --> 00:18:51,129 [gasps] 372 00:18:53,915 --> 00:18:55,458 Well, today has been productive, but... 373 00:18:55,482 --> 00:18:57,048 Does that mean I'm being reinstated? 374 00:18:57,223 --> 00:18:58,833 It doesn't look good. 375 00:18:59,877 --> 00:19:01,052 You know... 376 00:19:02,793 --> 00:19:04,360 ...in certain types of amnesia, 377 00:19:04,534 --> 00:19:07,276 there is a consolidation event. 378 00:19:07,450 --> 00:19:10,323 The last memory has significance. 379 00:19:10,497 --> 00:19:11,802 You said that, for you, it was 380 00:19:11,976 --> 00:19:15,415 the captain's table two weeks ago. 381 00:19:15,589 --> 00:19:17,286 Can you describe that to me? 382 00:19:18,200 --> 00:19:20,463 It's like a family dinner. For the bridge crew. 383 00:19:20,637 --> 00:19:22,335 Interesting. 384 00:19:24,293 --> 00:19:28,950 If you want my professional opinion, you're repressing something. 385 00:19:29,124 --> 00:19:32,301 And it's tied to two weeks ago. 386 00:19:32,475 --> 00:19:34,129 I'll get back to you. 387 00:19:37,350 --> 00:19:38,916 - [door whooshes open] - Computer, 388 00:19:39,090 --> 00:19:41,049 bring up all existing files on our last encounter 389 00:19:41,223 --> 00:19:42,659 with the cosmic entity. 390 00:19:44,139 --> 00:19:48,491 COMPUTER: Missing files may only be accessed by acting captain Una Chin-Riley. 391 00:19:48,665 --> 00:19:50,885 I'm going to convince someone to open those files, 392 00:19:51,059 --> 00:19:52,756 and we're going to stop you. 393 00:19:54,889 --> 00:19:57,239 And now I'm talking to myself. Great. 394 00:19:59,154 --> 00:20:01,243 Okay, door. Here we go. 395 00:20:06,988 --> 00:20:09,208 [fingers snap] 396 00:20:20,175 --> 00:20:22,482 SYBOK: You were playing so well. 397 00:20:22,656 --> 00:20:24,256 But now you're second-guessing yourself. 398 00:20:26,312 --> 00:20:28,183 I know why, La'An. 399 00:20:28,444 --> 00:20:30,577 And... 400 00:20:30,751 --> 00:20:32,318 ...you're not alone. 401 00:20:32,492 --> 00:20:34,276 Everyone hides a secret pain. 402 00:20:34,450 --> 00:20:36,452 It must be exposed and reckoned with. 403 00:20:36,626 --> 00:20:38,066 It must be dragged from the darkness 404 00:20:38,149 --> 00:20:39,455 and forced into the light. 405 00:20:41,675 --> 00:20:43,024 Share your pain. 406 00:20:43,285 --> 00:20:45,679 Share your pain with me 407 00:20:45,853 --> 00:20:48,638 and gain strength from the sharing. 408 00:20:48,812 --> 00:20:50,423 It's just... 409 00:20:50,684 --> 00:20:52,338 so overwhelming. 410 00:20:58,257 --> 00:21:00,650 Kal-toh. 411 00:21:02,435 --> 00:21:04,306 [chiming] 412 00:21:05,220 --> 00:21:06,874 Deal's a deal. 413 00:21:07,048 --> 00:21:09,442 Time to go and save your brother's life. 414 00:21:12,314 --> 00:21:13,620 [phaser whirring] 415 00:21:15,056 --> 00:21:17,624 [scoffs] 416 00:21:17,798 --> 00:21:19,452 You were never going to help Spock. 417 00:21:19,713 --> 00:21:22,542 No. But thank you for the shuttle. 418 00:21:23,934 --> 00:21:26,197 I can plot a course to the Arachnid Nebula. 419 00:21:26,372 --> 00:21:28,504 Home of the lost colony of V'tosh ka'tur, 420 00:21:28,678 --> 00:21:31,801 a paradise of knowledge forbidden to Vulcans but now free to me. 421 00:21:31,942 --> 00:21:35,555 I will leave you on the nearest moon for the next Federation ship. 422 00:21:38,253 --> 00:21:39,994 Or you could come with me. 423 00:21:40,168 --> 00:21:41,822 [scoffs] What? 424 00:21:43,389 --> 00:21:46,914 Don't return to that ship where they'll extinguish your fire. 425 00:21:48,698 --> 00:21:51,048 Run away with me, La'An. 426 00:21:51,222 --> 00:21:52,920 Let it burn. 427 00:21:53,094 --> 00:21:55,226 [breathing heavily] 428 00:22:01,842 --> 00:22:03,322 Run away with me, La'An. Let it burn. 429 00:22:03,496 --> 00:22:06,063 Run away with you? 430 00:22:06,237 --> 00:22:08,152 You're a liar and a cheat. 431 00:22:08,414 --> 00:22:09,719 And you haven't said no. 432 00:22:09,893 --> 00:22:11,678 I can't abandon Spock. 433 00:22:11,852 --> 00:22:14,768 He's more than just logic, more than a Vulcan 434 00:22:14,942 --> 00:22:16,596 struggling to find his way. 435 00:22:16,770 --> 00:22:21,644 He is deeply kind and deeply good. 436 00:22:21,905 --> 00:22:23,646 We can have it all, La'An. 437 00:22:24,517 --> 00:22:26,823 Vulcan logic is cold, harsh. 438 00:22:26,997 --> 00:22:29,913 It leaves no room for kindness or compassion. 439 00:22:30,087 --> 00:22:34,265 Logic allows Spock to see without judgment. 440 00:22:34,440 --> 00:22:37,138 It gives him empathy and grace. 441 00:22:37,312 --> 00:22:40,576 It shows him the best in people and the best in himself. 442 00:22:40,750 --> 00:22:43,231 And yet, 443 00:22:43,405 --> 00:22:46,321 it stops you from taking what you really want. 444 00:22:46,495 --> 00:22:47,888 [sighs] 445 00:22:48,976 --> 00:22:51,370 Computer, new course. 446 00:22:51,544 --> 00:22:53,110 The Arachnid Nebula. 447 00:22:54,416 --> 00:22:56,679 I will fight you if I must, 448 00:22:56,853 --> 00:23:00,727 but I am not leaving here without Spock's heart. 449 00:23:00,901 --> 00:23:04,165 You mean my heart. 450 00:23:11,302 --> 00:23:14,175 I, um... Hi. 451 00:23:14,349 --> 00:23:16,699 I just wanted to apologize for before. 452 00:23:16,873 --> 00:23:20,224 It's, uh, it's been a strange day. 453 00:23:22,009 --> 00:23:23,097 Tell me about it. 454 00:23:23,271 --> 00:23:25,012 You know, um, 455 00:23:25,186 --> 00:23:29,364 I've been thinking about that recipe you want to make. 456 00:23:29,538 --> 00:23:31,497 Particularly, the date. 457 00:23:32,367 --> 00:23:34,978 That's the date of your parents' shuttle crash, isn't it? 458 00:23:36,850 --> 00:23:39,679 I always thought the coincidence was odd. 459 00:23:39,853 --> 00:23:43,291 The "perfect meal on the perfect day." That day. 460 00:23:44,814 --> 00:23:46,860 Fate can be cruel sometimes. 461 00:23:47,034 --> 00:23:48,775 Maybe. 462 00:23:50,907 --> 00:23:53,823 But then, I thought, maybe there might be a reason. 463 00:23:55,259 --> 00:23:57,697 You know how I've been trying to mentor Cadet A'Sha? 464 00:23:57,871 --> 00:23:59,655 Yeah, I noticed. I like the initiative. 465 00:24:01,614 --> 00:24:06,270 I've been trying to move into that next phase, you know? 466 00:24:06,445 --> 00:24:08,185 I'm not a cadet anymore. 467 00:24:08,359 --> 00:24:11,232 I wanted someone else to look at me like the adult in the room. 468 00:24:11,406 --> 00:24:14,322 But being a mentor is such a big responsibility, 469 00:24:14,583 --> 00:24:17,368 I'm just afraid I'm gonna steer her wrong. 470 00:24:17,543 --> 00:24:21,329 Space adventures leave us little time to deal with inner struggles. 471 00:24:21,590 --> 00:24:22,852 Excuse me? 472 00:24:23,026 --> 00:24:25,986 Just something someone said recently. 473 00:24:27,248 --> 00:24:28,771 You were, um... 474 00:24:28,945 --> 00:24:33,254 Wow, you were 16 when your parents died? 475 00:24:34,560 --> 00:24:36,562 Right on the brink of adulthood, huh? 476 00:24:36,736 --> 00:24:38,694 I guess. 477 00:24:39,565 --> 00:24:42,742 Sometimes, I feel like I'm still stuck there. 478 00:24:43,830 --> 00:24:46,572 But when I found out that I was your daughter, 479 00:24:46,746 --> 00:24:50,097 it was like, yes. 480 00:24:51,054 --> 00:24:53,230 Of-of course, this makes sense. 481 00:24:53,404 --> 00:24:55,581 The captain I already respect so much. 482 00:24:57,626 --> 00:24:58,888 Nyota. 483 00:25:01,412 --> 00:25:04,590 Whether I'm your real father or not, I am here for you. 484 00:25:06,940 --> 00:25:08,332 I'll tell you what. Uh... 485 00:25:08,507 --> 00:25:11,945 Let's just, let's make that meal. 486 00:25:12,119 --> 00:25:13,903 Then, we'll talk over dinner, huh? 487 00:25:14,948 --> 00:25:16,036 What do you say? 488 00:25:16,950 --> 00:25:19,953 I appreciate the gesture, but what you said earlier really hurt. 489 00:25:20,127 --> 00:25:22,564 I'll need some time to think about it. 490 00:25:24,479 --> 00:25:27,177 I understand, but listen, 491 00:25:27,351 --> 00:25:30,703 if you change your mind, you know where to find me. 492 00:25:38,319 --> 00:25:40,887 [laughs] That's right, Captain Pike. 493 00:25:41,061 --> 00:25:43,542 You made your bed, now you must lie in it. 494 00:25:43,716 --> 00:25:44,716 I think she's right. 495 00:25:44,847 --> 00:25:47,284 Oh. Go ahead. 496 00:25:47,546 --> 00:25:48,764 Talk to the screen if you feel 497 00:25:48,938 --> 00:25:53,464 so compelled by the tapestry of hope, love, courage. 498 00:25:54,553 --> 00:25:56,772 Oh, you're no fun. 499 00:25:57,033 --> 00:25:59,775 Camera four, back to the drama. 500 00:25:59,949 --> 00:26:02,169 Are you sure it's space madness? 501 00:26:02,343 --> 00:26:04,911 I have the key symptom. 502 00:26:05,085 --> 00:26:06,652 I can't ignore it. 503 00:26:07,000 --> 00:26:10,177 It's caused mostly by being adrift in space for too long. 504 00:26:10,351 --> 00:26:13,441 But there are other ways that I am adrift. 505 00:26:14,877 --> 00:26:18,925 I've lost my feelings of connection with Starfleet. 506 00:26:21,231 --> 00:26:23,407 You'll always be a healer, Joseph. 507 00:26:23,582 --> 00:26:26,846 If you decide to leave Starfleet, I support you, but 508 00:26:27,020 --> 00:26:28,978 also I'll miss you. 509 00:26:29,152 --> 00:26:31,154 And not just because 510 00:26:31,328 --> 00:26:34,114 you're the best doctor I've ever worked with. 511 00:26:37,770 --> 00:26:38,770 ORTEGAS: Commander. 512 00:26:38,814 --> 00:26:40,555 Comms are out on the bridge. 513 00:26:40,729 --> 00:26:43,645 A mysterious alien shock wave is heading our way. 514 00:26:43,906 --> 00:26:45,865 Thank you, Lieutenant. 515 00:26:52,175 --> 00:26:54,395 There is no emergency, is there? 516 00:26:54,569 --> 00:26:57,113 Oh, I'm sure she's needed on the bridge for one reason or another. 517 00:26:57,137 --> 00:26:58,878 I heard everything. 518 00:26:59,052 --> 00:27:01,924 I know you have space madness. 519 00:27:05,493 --> 00:27:07,495 I find it deeply irritating 520 00:27:07,756 --> 00:27:12,718 that so many people, people like you, love my brother. 521 00:27:12,892 --> 00:27:15,198 A man who does not value emotions does not deserve 522 00:27:15,459 --> 00:27:18,201 the most precious one of all. 523 00:27:20,769 --> 00:27:23,816 Computer, set course for Enterprise. 524 00:27:25,426 --> 00:27:28,255 You'll do the transplant? 525 00:27:28,429 --> 00:27:31,519 But we've taken so long, 526 00:27:31,780 --> 00:27:33,564 the danger of the procedure has increased. 527 00:27:33,739 --> 00:27:35,828 I understand the risks. 528 00:27:36,002 --> 00:27:37,525 What made you change your mind? 529 00:27:37,786 --> 00:27:42,182 Spock isn't the only son of Sarek who can be... 530 00:27:42,356 --> 00:27:44,140 good. 531 00:27:45,054 --> 00:27:47,578 You could die. 532 00:27:49,972 --> 00:27:52,888 I know what you're going through, Doctor. 533 00:27:53,149 --> 00:27:54,760 Because... 534 00:27:54,934 --> 00:27:57,588 I also stopped trusting myself. 535 00:27:58,938 --> 00:28:00,069 You did? 536 00:28:01,723 --> 00:28:03,246 When? 537 00:28:03,594 --> 00:28:07,163 The tremors started after I escaped the Gorn ship last year. 538 00:28:07,337 --> 00:28:09,426 Why didn't you come to me? 539 00:28:09,600 --> 00:28:11,385 Fear. 540 00:28:11,559 --> 00:28:13,387 Stigma. 541 00:28:13,561 --> 00:28:16,303 Flying is who I am. 542 00:28:16,477 --> 00:28:18,914 But a pilot with tremors? 543 00:28:19,741 --> 00:28:21,569 [sighs] 544 00:28:21,830 --> 00:28:25,529 And it was a heavy weight to carry alone. 545 00:28:25,704 --> 00:28:29,359 So, lately, I have been trying something new, 546 00:28:29,533 --> 00:28:32,449 allowing myself to be vulnerable, 547 00:28:32,623 --> 00:28:34,756 trusting other people. 548 00:28:35,017 --> 00:28:36,236 [chuckles] 549 00:28:38,107 --> 00:28:39,630 This disease will ravage you 550 00:28:39,892 --> 00:28:43,112 - if you don't have the support. - Hmm. 551 00:28:46,942 --> 00:28:50,641 But if I can pilot the Enterprise with space madness, 552 00:28:50,816 --> 00:28:54,167 you can do a living heart transplant. 553 00:28:55,211 --> 00:28:58,127 And if you ever doubt yourself, 554 00:28:58,388 --> 00:29:01,609 remember who you are, 555 00:29:01,870 --> 00:29:05,482 and look to your friends. 556 00:29:05,656 --> 00:29:08,572 We'll be there. 557 00:29:08,747 --> 00:29:12,489 [sighs] Okay, I did it. Now what? 558 00:29:15,579 --> 00:29:16,667 Come on. I get it. 559 00:29:16,885 --> 00:29:18,974 Uhura's going through some stuff. 560 00:29:19,148 --> 00:29:20,802 I tried to help her. 561 00:29:22,804 --> 00:29:26,329 Hello? Why are we still like this? 562 00:29:29,942 --> 00:29:31,117 Uhura. 563 00:29:31,291 --> 00:29:32,988 I thought about it. 564 00:29:33,162 --> 00:29:35,208 And I'm still angry. 565 00:29:35,469 --> 00:29:39,516 But what daughter isn't angry at her father from time to time? 566 00:29:40,474 --> 00:29:41,649 So, let's do it. 567 00:29:44,391 --> 00:29:46,262 [sighs] Let's cook, Dad. 568 00:29:46,523 --> 00:29:47,698 Can... 569 00:29:47,873 --> 00:29:49,700 Do I call you "Dad" now? 570 00:29:49,962 --> 00:29:53,487 Well, I'm-I'm just glad you changed your mind. 571 00:29:53,661 --> 00:29:56,882 But you're definitely gonna have to walk me through this recipe. 572 00:29:57,056 --> 00:29:59,536 - [chuckles] - Can't read the book, remember? 573 00:29:59,710 --> 00:30:01,930 We'll consider it our first bonding experience. 574 00:30:02,104 --> 00:30:03,627 [chuckles] Page 28, right? 575 00:30:03,802 --> 00:30:05,586 Mm-hmm. 576 00:30:09,938 --> 00:30:10,938 Captain? 577 00:30:11,026 --> 00:30:12,375 Um... 578 00:30:14,247 --> 00:30:15,465 I have to go. 579 00:30:18,555 --> 00:30:19,992 [door whooshes open] 580 00:30:20,166 --> 00:30:22,864 What is he doing? He can't leave the scene. 581 00:30:23,125 --> 00:30:24,735 Apparently, he can. 582 00:30:25,780 --> 00:30:27,477 [sighs] 583 00:30:27,651 --> 00:30:29,784 We'll be back after a word from our sponsor. 584 00:30:29,958 --> 00:30:31,830 [beeps] 585 00:30:41,361 --> 00:30:42,884 The donor heart is in place. 586 00:30:43,058 --> 00:30:45,800 And I must connect the blood vessels. 587 00:30:54,896 --> 00:30:56,071 If we don't continue, 588 00:30:56,419 --> 00:30:59,031 Spock's body will reject the donor heart. 589 00:31:01,772 --> 00:31:04,906 ORTEGAS: Remember, all you got to do 590 00:31:05,080 --> 00:31:07,561 is look to your friends. 591 00:31:13,828 --> 00:31:15,569 [whirs softly] 592 00:31:18,180 --> 00:31:20,008 [slicing] 593 00:31:25,579 --> 00:31:27,320 Vitals are stable. 594 00:31:27,494 --> 00:31:29,626 It worked. 595 00:31:29,800 --> 00:31:32,586 [biobed beeping rapidly] 596 00:31:33,935 --> 00:31:34,935 Sybok's heart. 597 00:31:35,023 --> 00:31:36,938 He's gone into V-fib arrest. 598 00:31:37,112 --> 00:31:39,332 We're losing the patient. Clear the room. 599 00:31:39,593 --> 00:31:40,942 What? 600 00:31:41,116 --> 00:31:42,988 No! 601 00:31:47,731 --> 00:31:49,777 Doc. 602 00:31:49,951 --> 00:31:53,433 Oh, Captain. 603 00:31:53,607 --> 00:31:57,219 - You look like you could use a drink. - Yeah. Can I ask you a question? 604 00:31:57,393 --> 00:32:01,441 How can something be both real and not real? 605 00:32:01,615 --> 00:32:05,227 Is this about "the ship being trapped in a soap opera"? 606 00:32:06,228 --> 00:32:07,838 Yeah. 607 00:32:08,013 --> 00:32:09,797 And what if it is? 608 00:32:09,971 --> 00:32:13,061 You've already dealt with time travel, 609 00:32:13,322 --> 00:32:17,848 Klingon zombies, with Batel's ascension. 610 00:32:18,719 --> 00:32:23,811 Even in the most unusual twists of fate... 611 00:32:23,985 --> 00:32:30,557 a surprise child, a medical secret, an evil twin... 612 00:32:30,731 --> 00:32:31,993 there is truth. 613 00:32:32,254 --> 00:32:34,648 I don't know if Uhura is your daughter, 614 00:32:34,822 --> 00:32:38,652 but I do know that her-her emotions are real. 615 00:32:38,826 --> 00:32:40,654 As are yours. 616 00:32:40,828 --> 00:32:43,744 And I know that you would rather face 617 00:32:43,918 --> 00:32:47,487 a reality-shifting phenomenon 618 00:32:47,661 --> 00:32:49,315 than deal with your emotions. 619 00:32:50,881 --> 00:32:52,405 Well, I-I'm not... 620 00:32:53,406 --> 00:32:56,191 I'm not, I'm not sure that's true, actually. 621 00:32:56,365 --> 00:32:59,238 The search for emotional truth 622 00:32:59,412 --> 00:33:01,240 and scientific truth are the same. 623 00:33:01,414 --> 00:33:03,155 You just have to want to see it. 624 00:33:21,651 --> 00:33:22,870 Juliet? 625 00:33:24,785 --> 00:33:26,874 Who's Juliet? 626 00:33:29,268 --> 00:33:30,878 JULIET: Dad, you're back. 627 00:33:32,662 --> 00:33:33,924 Juliet. 628 00:33:34,229 --> 00:33:36,936 Thank goodness, thought I'd have to make this coq au vin by myself, 629 00:33:37,084 --> 00:33:40,335 which would be bad because you know I always turn the chicken purple. 630 00:33:40,540 --> 00:33:43,369 I know, I know, "I'll get the wine proportion right when..." 631 00:33:43,543 --> 00:33:45,390 "When you're old enough to drink the leftovers." 632 00:33:45,414 --> 00:33:48,635 Well, guess what? Happy birthday to me. 633 00:33:48,809 --> 00:33:49,809 Well, I mean, you know. 634 00:33:49,897 --> 00:33:51,507 Two weeks ago, but... 635 00:33:51,681 --> 00:33:53,727 cheers. 636 00:33:53,901 --> 00:33:56,904 Two weeks ago? Right. 637 00:33:57,078 --> 00:33:58,384 The inflection point. 638 00:33:59,472 --> 00:34:00,560 Are you really here? 639 00:34:00,734 --> 00:34:04,453 Dad, come on. I always visit when Enterprise is near Galor III. 640 00:34:04,477 --> 00:34:08,785 You were excited that this time would be so close to my birthday, remember? 641 00:34:08,959 --> 00:34:10,874 Jules. 642 00:34:13,355 --> 00:34:14,574 I've missed you so much. 643 00:34:14,835 --> 00:34:16,706 Clearly. You were choking me. 644 00:34:16,967 --> 00:34:18,186 Your mom is gone. 645 00:34:18,360 --> 00:34:20,667 The life we had with you isn't real. 646 00:34:20,841 --> 00:34:23,017 But it was all just a cosmic hallucination. 647 00:34:23,191 --> 00:34:24,323 You can't be here. 648 00:34:24,497 --> 00:34:26,890 Yet, here I am. 649 00:34:29,241 --> 00:34:31,069 I want this to be real. 650 00:34:32,853 --> 00:34:34,072 God, I want it so badly. 651 00:34:34,246 --> 00:34:36,596 I-I know. 652 00:34:38,772 --> 00:34:40,774 Sometimes, I-I... 653 00:34:40,948 --> 00:34:42,254 I wish our life was the real one 654 00:34:42,428 --> 00:34:44,082 and not this other one I'm living. 655 00:34:44,343 --> 00:34:48,260 Just because it didn't happen doesn't mean it wasn't real. 656 00:34:49,304 --> 00:34:50,827 Everything we shared... 657 00:34:51,001 --> 00:34:52,742 the joys, the sorrows, 658 00:34:53,003 --> 00:34:55,528 even when I lit the stove on fire. 659 00:34:55,789 --> 00:34:58,400 [laughs] 660 00:34:58,661 --> 00:35:00,663 - Right, the-the salmon. - [laughs] Yeah. 661 00:35:00,837 --> 00:35:03,840 God, I can still smell the charred oven mitts. 662 00:35:05,146 --> 00:35:07,583 It was real, wasn't it? 663 00:35:07,757 --> 00:35:09,194 All of it. 664 00:35:09,368 --> 00:35:11,326 Just in a different way. 665 00:35:12,545 --> 00:35:14,590 But what if I forget? What if I-I wake up one day, 666 00:35:14,851 --> 00:35:16,201 and it's all... just... 667 00:35:16,375 --> 00:35:20,335 We forget details, but never the feelings. 668 00:35:21,641 --> 00:35:25,471 I'll always be here. I'll always love you, Dad. 669 00:35:27,516 --> 00:35:29,301 Even if it gets a little fuzzy. 670 00:35:29,475 --> 00:35:31,868 You just have to want to see it. 671 00:35:33,348 --> 00:35:34,348 I have to go. 672 00:35:34,480 --> 00:35:36,656 My shuttle will be here soon. 673 00:35:36,830 --> 00:35:39,354 - I'll see you in a few months. - Yeah. 674 00:35:40,442 --> 00:35:42,488 Hey, um... 675 00:35:44,054 --> 00:35:45,273 [sighs] 676 00:35:47,710 --> 00:35:50,017 That pilot, he better know his stuff. 677 00:35:50,191 --> 00:35:54,326 He does, Dad, but no one's as good as you. 678 00:35:55,849 --> 00:35:57,677 Fly safe, kid. 679 00:36:03,465 --> 00:36:04,945 I love you. 680 00:36:15,260 --> 00:36:17,958 A real daughter, this whole time. 681 00:36:18,132 --> 00:36:19,742 I did not see that coming. 682 00:36:19,916 --> 00:36:22,702 How imperfectly perfect. 683 00:36:23,833 --> 00:36:28,055 I want to thank you for bringing these ants to our attention. 684 00:36:28,316 --> 00:36:31,232 They are more complex than expected. 685 00:36:31,406 --> 00:36:34,888 Perhaps worthy of more careful observation. 686 00:36:36,498 --> 00:36:38,065 Satisfactory marks. 687 00:36:38,239 --> 00:36:41,199 In human terms, a solid B-minus. 688 00:36:43,157 --> 00:36:44,506 Good. 689 00:36:44,680 --> 00:36:45,855 [squeals] 690 00:36:46,029 --> 00:36:47,640 [clears throat] 691 00:36:48,510 --> 00:36:50,382 And credits. 692 00:36:50,643 --> 00:36:53,820 PIKE: Captain's log. Stardate 2654.9. 693 00:36:53,994 --> 00:36:56,562 The spell that the cosmic entity had us under has been lifted. 694 00:36:56,736 --> 00:36:58,651 We all remember everything, 695 00:36:58,825 --> 00:37:01,480 and we're all left to reckon with what was real 696 00:37:01,654 --> 00:37:03,264 or merely a play. 697 00:37:03,569 --> 00:37:06,441 For my part, I know there was no shuttle accident, 698 00:37:06,615 --> 00:37:08,008 and I never had amnesia, 699 00:37:08,313 --> 00:37:10,228 but the emotions this collective fever dream 700 00:37:10,402 --> 00:37:14,319 forced us to confront are indeed very real. 701 00:37:14,493 --> 00:37:16,408 So there was no living heart transplant? 702 00:37:16,669 --> 00:37:18,888 No such thing as a living heart transplant. 703 00:37:19,149 --> 00:37:21,195 - Yeah. - M'BENGA: I certainly didn't 704 00:37:21,456 --> 00:37:23,284 rip open Spock's ribcage. 705 00:37:23,458 --> 00:37:25,373 And I don't have secret backups 706 00:37:25,547 --> 00:37:28,985 of everybody's brains stashed in the supply closet... 707 00:37:29,159 --> 00:37:30,770 You guys didn't see that part. 708 00:37:31,771 --> 00:37:32,902 Never mind. 709 00:37:33,163 --> 00:37:35,862 Well, the conversations were real. I remember everything. 710 00:37:36,079 --> 00:37:39,648 If anyone feels like smacking me, I get it. 711 00:37:39,822 --> 00:37:42,434 M'BENGA: Many of us were acting outside of ourselves. 712 00:37:42,608 --> 00:37:45,437 But I, for one, am grateful for you, Erica. 713 00:37:47,569 --> 00:37:48,614 And to you. 714 00:37:48,831 --> 00:37:50,746 PIKE: Spock and I have confirmed 715 00:37:50,920 --> 00:37:54,315 all higher-dimensional beings appear to have vacated. 716 00:37:54,489 --> 00:37:56,578 And hopefully, for good. 717 00:37:58,145 --> 00:37:59,407 Hey. 718 00:37:59,581 --> 00:38:01,322 Why don't we make that meal sometime? 719 00:38:01,496 --> 00:38:03,063 Talk over dinner? 720 00:38:03,237 --> 00:38:06,414 I'd like that, Captain. 721 00:38:07,633 --> 00:38:09,374 Hey. 722 00:38:09,548 --> 00:38:12,333 I feel like I missed an important part of your story. 723 00:38:12,507 --> 00:38:13,507 What happened? 724 00:38:13,639 --> 00:38:15,989 Let's grab a drink later. 725 00:38:16,163 --> 00:38:18,121 I'll tell you all about it. 726 00:38:18,296 --> 00:38:19,949 But I have to do something first. 727 00:38:34,486 --> 00:38:36,314 [door whooshes open] 728 00:38:40,535 --> 00:38:43,016 I'm glad you're okay. 729 00:38:43,190 --> 00:38:44,496 I never was in any danger. 730 00:38:44,670 --> 00:38:47,063 All this time, I was merely asleep. 731 00:38:48,761 --> 00:38:51,024 Was Sybok even here? 732 00:38:51,198 --> 00:38:52,591 No. 733 00:38:52,765 --> 00:38:54,419 He is still incarcerated. 734 00:38:54,593 --> 00:38:57,291 He must have been created from my memory. 735 00:38:57,465 --> 00:38:58,553 He is not my twin. 736 00:38:58,727 --> 00:39:02,300 In fact, ship's sensors indicate that you never left the shuttle bay. 737 00:39:02,470 --> 00:39:07,823 If he was created from your mind, in a sense, he was you. 738 00:39:08,084 --> 00:39:10,696 I could not speak to that. 739 00:39:10,870 --> 00:39:14,003 And I would encourage you not to read too much into what happened. 740 00:39:14,177 --> 00:39:16,963 It was, by nature, contrived. 741 00:39:17,224 --> 00:39:19,052 Maybe. 742 00:39:19,226 --> 00:39:22,185 But I recognized parts of you in him. 743 00:39:23,186 --> 00:39:25,406 That seems unlikely. 744 00:39:25,580 --> 00:39:27,713 My brother and I are quite opposite. 745 00:39:28,583 --> 00:39:31,412 Perhaps you merely saw what you wanted to see. 746 00:39:31,586 --> 00:39:32,848 Yes. 747 00:39:34,372 --> 00:39:35,851 Yes. I know. 748 00:39:36,025 --> 00:39:38,027 Spock. 749 00:39:41,901 --> 00:39:45,731 I... I don't regret our breakup. 750 00:39:47,385 --> 00:39:48,690 But... 751 00:39:51,998 --> 00:39:55,218 ...I don't think I realized how much I'm going to miss you. 752 00:39:55,393 --> 00:39:58,570 I thought our intention was to stay friends. 753 00:40:02,138 --> 00:40:04,227 Yes. Of course. 754 00:40:04,489 --> 00:40:05,925 It's just... 755 00:40:09,015 --> 00:40:10,277 [sighs] 756 00:40:11,670 --> 00:40:13,759 Goodbye, Spock. 757 00:40:14,020 --> 00:40:15,195 Very well. 758 00:40:17,589 --> 00:40:19,939 Goodbye, La'An. 759 00:40:40,916 --> 00:40:44,006 [Pike clears throat, sniffles] 760 00:40:44,180 --> 00:40:45,965 - Captain Pike. - Yeah? 761 00:40:47,357 --> 00:40:49,098 Are you ready to begin? 762 00:40:49,272 --> 00:40:50,709 Mm-hmm. 763 00:40:51,579 --> 00:40:53,625 I'd like to talk about loss. 764 00:40:53,799 --> 00:40:55,278 Right. 765 00:40:56,366 --> 00:40:57,672 Loss. 766 00:41:01,894 --> 00:41:03,286 I lost Marie. 767 00:41:05,463 --> 00:41:07,334 Is that what you want to talk about? 768 00:41:08,640 --> 00:41:09,945 'Cause... 769 00:41:10,206 --> 00:41:12,992 I already let Marie go. I said goodbye, so... 770 00:41:14,907 --> 00:41:17,126 [sighs] You know. 771 00:41:18,954 --> 00:41:21,130 When we lose someone... 772 00:41:22,828 --> 00:41:26,179 ...we don't just mourn that person, we... 773 00:41:27,833 --> 00:41:31,010 ...we mourn the loss of a future with them. 774 00:41:35,884 --> 00:41:38,060 Juliet, um... 775 00:41:39,584 --> 00:41:42,630 Juliet was our daughter. Um... 776 00:41:42,891 --> 00:41:44,371 And we had a whole life together. 777 00:41:44,545 --> 00:41:47,722 And I know that-that-that doesn't... 778 00:41:47,983 --> 00:41:51,552 make sense, like, it couldn't be real, but it was. 779 00:41:53,075 --> 00:41:55,208 She was real. 780 00:41:56,426 --> 00:41:59,429 Well, she was real in your world. 781 00:42:02,389 --> 00:42:04,522 She had green eyes. 782 00:42:07,916 --> 00:42:09,178 Oh, a... 783 00:42:09,352 --> 00:42:11,441 little... [laughs] 784 00:42:11,616 --> 00:42:13,922 A little freckle that appeared next to her nose 785 00:42:14,096 --> 00:42:15,924 on her second birthday. 786 00:42:18,623 --> 00:42:20,842 I taught her to read. [sniffles] 787 00:42:25,325 --> 00:42:27,545 I walked her down the aisle. 788 00:42:37,293 --> 00:42:39,426 [crying] 789 00:42:40,601 --> 00:42:42,124 I miss her. 790 00:42:49,915 --> 00:42:52,134 I miss her so much. 791 00:43:05,434 --> 00:43:11,434 Sub extracted from file and improved by RIP1964 for addic7ed.com 792 00:44:33,322 --> 00:44:36,021 And now for our commercial. 793 00:44:36,195 --> 00:44:37,979 Buy one of these things. 794 00:44:38,153 --> 00:44:39,807 What is this thing? 795 00:44:41,113 --> 00:44:42,897 - A shaky box. - [rattling] 796 00:44:43,071 --> 00:44:46,814 Everyone needs a shaky box. [chuckles] 797 00:44:46,988 --> 00:44:49,687 Available where you get your things.